I'm really looking forward to May since i'm really excited to visit my friends in Manila. I miss Manila!!!
But there are also things that i am looking forward on April.
April 16- entrance exam!!! I really hope i get in :)
April 29- Prince William's wedding! hahaha
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Here's me talking to myself
Haven't you had enough? Stop na. Save yourself some pride. Ubos na nga diba? sasagarin pa? Tama na!
Respect yourself naman!
Friday, April 8, 2011
butterflies
Is this normal? I still think of you a lot... I still have that gut feeling of butterflies flying in my stomach.
When will i ever forget about everything? I hope this ends soon... despite everything that have happened, I still do care for you. And I understand. i just don't know and understand why i still think of you...
I hope everything will be alright soon :)
When will i ever forget about everything? I hope this ends soon... despite everything that have happened, I still do care for you. And I understand. i just don't know and understand why i still think of you...
I hope everything will be alright soon :)
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Acceptance?
I am moody. I change my mood every minute! At one point, I am hurting; the next thing you know, Im actually happy for them. In other instances, I feel both.
April 5- 10:29 PM. I hope this feeling never ends. This feeling of being happy for him. The feeling of freedom. Is this acceptance? I hope it is :)
April 5- 10:29 PM. I hope this feeling never ends. This feeling of being happy for him. The feeling of freedom. Is this acceptance? I hope it is :)
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Screwed up world we have!
A line from the Greys Anatomy S07 Musical episode which struck me:
"I mean, is there a reason for this because if you can think of a reason, any reason at all why the universe is so screwed up and random and mean, now would be an amazingly good time to tell me because I really need some answers."- Meredith Grey
"I mean, is there a reason for this because if you can think of a reason, any reason at all why the universe is so screwed up and random and mean, now would be an amazingly good time to tell me because I really need some answers."- Meredith Grey
Apr 3
I've been hurt. It has been a week. Everything were so fast that i don't know how it all happened.
I hate you, but at the same time, I sympathize. I don't know whether to dwell on anger or forgiveness, to fully heal. But then, i should expand my options to not caring.
But how will i not care when every time i've spent with you was sincere. But then, that is really part of giving. When you give, you don't expect something in return. You care for someone because you're concerned and because of kindness perhaps? but when you do that, do not expect something in return.
Perhaps this is the reason why i am having difficulty in moving; I am expecting all my efforts to be returned. But i am wrong.
And so, I must move on without any expectations.
I hate you, but at the same time, I sympathize. I don't know whether to dwell on anger or forgiveness, to fully heal. But then, i should expand my options to not caring.
But how will i not care when every time i've spent with you was sincere. But then, that is really part of giving. When you give, you don't expect something in return. You care for someone because you're concerned and because of kindness perhaps? but when you do that, do not expect something in return.
Perhaps this is the reason why i am having difficulty in moving; I am expecting all my efforts to be returned. But i am wrong.
And so, I must move on without any expectations.
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